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winterized

by abbey ness

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1.
Cyrus 04:27
No one knows how Cyrus died on that hazy August night. Found his skin a purple hue wrapped up in the summer dew, wrapped up in the summer dew. No one knows how Cyrus died. Found him on the hill outside with a notebook in his hand. Cyrus was a gentle man. I remember, very well, rollin' down that grassy hill, making light of all our plans, actin' like we had a chance, actin' like we had a chance. When the Army calls your name, who will bow their head in shame? Not the orphaned or the poor, with whose blood we wage our wars. I remember clear as day when my Cyrus sailed away. Raised his hat up to the sky, ready for his chance to fight, ready for his chance to fight. Wasn't country that took his life, it was the demons in his mind. Teach a young man how to fire, but how to kill without dying? How to kill without dying? Well, we all know how Cyrus died. Found him on the hill outside, with a pistol in his hand. Cyrus was a tortured man. All his things came in a bag, and his casket in a flag. Lookin' sharp in Army blue, finest clothes he ever knew, finest clothes he ever knew.
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Winterized 03:29
It was ice on the fields that led to your downfall. A loss of control over things unseasonal. You wait for spring, joy that it brings, hands over eyes You only know barreling snow, delusional. In the months of rain, all you said to me was a soft "I'm in pain," as you watched the TV. You wait for hope, body and soul, hands over eyes. Treacherous fall, knowing it's all collusional. As your body crumbles, so does your mind, fading into winter oblivion. You wait for death with bated breath, hands over eyes. Welcome it in, know that it's been intentional.
3.
Refuge 06:27
I live at the edge of a poisoned great lake. I am content with the seasons I make. And I watch the waves roll, carrying sorrows to the mainland - ribbons of wet folds, dark dusky shadows, once abandoned. I survive by holding my tongue. I survive by playing dumb. I live all alone with the lake my companion. Harder than a man, but kinder than woman. And it speaks of treasure, men of great measure now frozen In harshest weather, I know we'll still be there in the morning. I survive by keeping so still. I survive by losing will. The ice only thaws three months of the year, but I don't mind living way out here, where no one pays to see the things I've done, away from the pain of loving someone I am the shore. I will always be here. To weather your storm, I will always be near. I survive by knowing my place. I survive by staying awake.

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released July 7, 2018

All Songs by Abbey Ness
Guitars - Guion Pratt
Cello - Wes Swing
Piano - Daniel Goans
Produced and Engineered by Guion Pratt
Mixed by Mark Nevers at Beech House Recording
Mastered by Jim Demain at Yes Master Studios

Album cover art by April Sanders

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